Do you ever for a second just stop and think, “holy cow, I am married to my best friend. The man (or woman) of my prayers! God did it.” I have this moment every once in a while where I am just watching Alan and I feel a little overwhelmed with God and how He answered my most specific prayers.
We have been married for about a year and a half now, and three months of those were spent apart (thank you visa and legal processes). We often talk about who we were when we first met and how much we have grown and matured together over these past three years. We have gone through really high moments together where we wish we could squeeze Jesus in a tight embrace and throw a party and also low moments where we feel the ground is about to slip out from under us.
Being married is such a gift from God where we are no longer living life on our own but joining with another as one flesh to run hard after Jesus and invite others to come and run with us. Marriage has stretched me so much in ways that I did not realize it would. It has exposed some of my sin patterns as I am living vulnerably with my Alan. I have grown into more of a prayer warrior as I am covering my husband every day. Marriage has moved me from being a go-go independent girl to recognizing that I am part of a team now, and it has also sharpened me in my faith as I recognize that I cannot sacrificially love or even operate normally if I am not connected to my Jesus and in the Word every single day.
I want to share some key things with you that I am learning in my own marriage. So let’s get started, shall we?
Do’s:
COMMUNICATE!!
There have been times where I would like a certain thing but I never voice it and then Alan is left clueless wondering why I am pouting. Men are not mind readers, and they need things to be clear. And then from a woman’s perspective, we also desire to be in the loop. My Alan is not someone who always knows how to express what he is feeling and then I feel a little in the dark. It is so vital to have open communication in marriage. One thing I always tell Alan is that whatever he is wrestling with or facing, I want him to share it with me because I want to be his partner facing it with him. Tell your partner what’s on your heart, what you would like, what you don’t like, what hurts your feelings, things you want accountability for. Keep that open line of communication!
CARVE OUT TIME TO CONNECT.
We get so caught up in the daily grind that we sometimes just want to come home a veg to a show with a bag of chips or a can of nutella in our hand. I once read that in order to have a successful marriage, the couple should have at least one hour of unplugged time to talk and connect every day. One thing that Alan and I do is we sometimes have lights out night. We pretend that we do not have electricity so we can just sit and talk about life and everything that is on our heart with a little candlelight. It does not have to look a certain way. Just make sure you are setting aside that sacred time to just be the two of you.
FORGIVE.
Here’s the thing, your spouse will disappoint you at times. One thing that I have been learning is that I cannot let any bitterness take root in my heart (this goes for any relationship really. BUT especially with your partner). The minute that we choose to allow hurt simmer and boil in our hearts without addressing it, we allow the enemy a foothold. Be quick to forgive even the smallest of things like when they forgot to do something. Forgive. Forgive. Forgive.
Don’ts
COMPARE YOUR JOBS.
I sometimes catch myself throwing a pity party feeling like I am doing so much around the house. Okay two things about this: 1. I am so bad at asking for help. So instead of communicating my need for help, I sometimes just get upset and Alan has no idea why. I know, I am working on it. 2. This is not me complaining about Alan. He is the most wonderful servant where he works his booty off all day long and then he comes home and wants to help make dinner or wash dishes. I just sometimes feel overwhelmed by the never ending job of maintaining the home. But the thing is that we are a team in all we do–working and paying for bills or ensuring that our house is put in order and our bellies are full. Never think that your job is more important or harder than the other person’s. YOU ARE A TEAM.
DISRESPECT YOUR PARTNER.
Husbands need respect. They deserve respect. I try to encourage Alan often by vocalizing how much I respect and admire him for all he does. I want my husband to feel recognized and supported in all he does. I am his cheerleader. And another thing, respect him and his wishes even when he isn’t around. I have sort of a silly example but it goes well with this. Alan likes laundry done a certain way. He does not like towels mixed with clothes or little rugs mixed with things either. Dominican washers are a whole other story. You have to use a little spout to fill our washer with water, wash that load, drain the washer, refill the washer with more water to rinse the load and add in fabric softener, and then you have this itty bitty little dryer that just makes your clothes damp. And then after a couple rounds of drying, you have to hang your clothes up under the sun to fully dry. You can see what a big ordeal this is. So for me, I’d love to just throw everything together and get ‘r done. But I want to honor my husband and his wishes even when he isn’t around and would never know. Respect your hubbies!
FIGHT FOR YOUR OWN WAY.
Playing defense with your spouse is only going to bring division. When I feel my walls go up and my sassy attitude creep in, I have to remind myself that I must fight for unity and not my own way. So if you fight at all, fight for unity.
I have got to be honest with you, I have learned some of these things the hard way. And I guarantee that I will continue to learn and grow every single day. But there is no better person to learn alongside than my Alan.
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